Living in the shadows

Lots of catching up to do (^-^)

2011-03-09T00:45:00.004+08:00

I just realized that its been quite a while since I update my blog! So high time to do it again!
Ahhhh..it use to be working full time and studying part time on week day nights. Followed by lectures and assignments on weekends. Finally graduated in end of 2009 and got my degree in psychology.

After which a full year of working hard on the new job @ Infineum. I was intially a little disappointed that the job that I got at Infineum is not related to my degree. But after a while, I just got over it
and move on. Its been a packed year on 2010 working in a new working environment. Had a couple of trainings and learnt many different master dad models in the company system.

Meanwhile, looking back on the things that has happened in 2010. Two of my dad siblings has passed on and they went to heavan. My Dad was in hospital for a while due to high blood pressure. It affects his vision and we have got quite a scare because of this. Dad recovered shortly but he needs to be mointored to ensure takes his medication for high blood pressure daily. There are still plenty of things to be done to take good care of him. As not only he is not in good health, his business also took a downturn. Being in the F&B line is really hard to keep up with the economic, politics, weather and many more things that can impact the business.

Last but not least, I am getting married! So happy (~.~) I will keep you guys posted with more juicy details..ciao

I am Looking Through The Glass..

2009-06-08T00:49:00.003+08:00

Cliche as it might sound, but I always feel that I am special. Having the ability to put myself in people's shoes, always be there for them. Naturally, close friends are not too hard to come by and I am actually selective of them. For the rest, I was not afraid to make it clear to them that our friendship or rather relationship could only go so far, unlike what they think it could be. As much as possible, I like keep things simple and straight forward. No games. No confusion. Happiness is when my love ones were happy..trust me as much as when you want to keep things simple, others might disagreed and have doubts. But true happiness is when I tried to fight for my dreams within this boundaries, after all we only have once a lifetime chances. The reason why I kept moving house, why I cant leave everything behind and go overseas and to many others..people see it as last resort or no choices given, for me its simply so that my love ones will be happy. And I can be contented just knowing that. Happiness to me is always and has been bittersweet.

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RazORLIGHT - Wire to Wire ~ song of the moment..

2009-04-22T00:22:00.001+08:00

What is love but a strangest of feelings?
A sin you swallow for the rest of your life
You've been looking for someone to believe in
To love you, until your eyes run dry

She lives by disillusion's glow
We go where the wild blood flows
On our bodies we share the same scar
Love me, wherever you are

How do you love with a fate full of rust?
How do you turn what was savage tame?
You've been looking for someone you can trust
To love you again and again

How do you love in a house without feelings?
How do you turn what was savage tame?
I've been looking for someone to believe in
To love me, again and again

She lives by disillusion's glow
We go where the wild blood flows
On our bodies we share the same scar

How do you love on a night without feelings?
She says "love, I hear sound, I see fury"
She says "love is not a hostile condition"
Love me, wherever you are

Love me, wherever you are
Love me, wherever you are
Wherever you are

1st Duo Camping Trip..

2009-04-13T23:50:00.007+08:00

I went camping at east coast just the past weekends. Me and Winston had fun checking out the place in east coast beforehand by cycling around the area twice to note on the good spots for tents like which were least crowded, near cafes, other factors includes shades (plenty of trees around) and nice scenery. We also noticed popular camp areas are near toilets for obvious reasons. We came down straight from home and arrived east coast on a early sat morning. Our camp site is at carpark D somewhere in near a pond. It is about 5-10 mins walk to the food centre.

First, we set up the 4 -men tent and get ourselves settled down with our belongings. And went cycling for a good hour nearing noon time. We enjoyed the cycling pretty much until...the aftermath..we realized that we didnt covered ourselves with any sun block or tanning lotion. Thus, you can imagine...we were as red as lobsters!!. Lunch menu is duck rice and duck porridage from 'choy lee' a famous stall in the food centre. Food is YUMMY ..Good.

Second, we head back to our camp site to rest after lunch. And activities before next meal time were reading magazines and napping. Unfortunately, we got caught in rain which went from drizzling to heavy down pour and we thought it will be a great time to give the newly bought 4-men a real life stress test. To our disappointment, the tent does leaks from the sides and the top due to bad treading and lining gaps. Hence to solve this problem, we had to head out in the rain in our rainbreaker to cover the top and side of the tent with black trash bags and tied them down to secure on the sides. A total of four of them were used to get the 'leakage' sealed. Finally, we ended up had a good laugh about it and lay down inside the tent with rolling eyes.

Once the rain creases, we found ourselves heading down to the food centre for diner. Diner menu were satays and sting ray..all the sauces were delicious and again the food is YUMMY..Good. Drinks we had were refreshing sugar cane. While we were having our diner, a busker who sings pretty good old songs of various dialects came in to the food centre and draws some small crowd. During the rest of the day, we spend time enjoying the sea breeze, get interested in the activties happening around us, reading, playing some round of black jacks and "tie di"(another poker card game) before hitting the sack.

We packed up our belongings, kept the tent in place once we were awake on the next morning (sun) around 8am and started to make our way home. On our way back home, we stopped by macdonalds for breakfast. ;p Lastly, I feel this is a small time camping trip, pretty cosy and relaxing when you are close to the nature. Maybe the next time, I should try something like ice skating or roller blading .. (^.-) *winks.

This Dream ~ I'm Loving it..(^.-)

2009-04-08T00:11:00.009+08:00

Having two kitten as my pets and get to play with them especially on lazy sundays.

Would love to own one like this and learn to play guitar.

My Dream Vacation Destination ~ Paris.

Favourite magical animal ~ Unicorn.

Sharing a moment with my love one under the umbrella in the romantic ~ RAIN

Dido - White Flag - (Song of the moment)

2009-03-31T01:11:00.004+08:00

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
I'll tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused but nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on....

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

~ No matter how hard this can be, I will never give up love and dreams easily ~

Writings ~.~

2009-03-27T14:03:00.011+08:00

Yeah!! I am back from a retreat and feeling better than ever. People share with me that they hardly got any updates of my life bits in this blog and even if they read all of it, often they are still clueless as to what is going in my life. However, the irony was the blog named was suppose to mean - Dive Into Diana's Life. Well, I believe blog is an indivdual space where one can write, share every and anything in the world as one pleases. Thus, it should not be restricted only to what seemingly of one's daily life journals -job changes, going to new places, parties, hanging with who.

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I would prefer to make it more intricate and splash colors of indivdual expression - inner thoughts into this blog. This blog would be much of the raw, real, honest side of true me.

Life is short. Many people would to do as much things as possible in their lifetime so there

would be no regrets. At least, thats what they would like to think.

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On a final note, I wish to share with all that I am currently with someone special and we are so in love. Thats the secret of 2008 new year resolution no. six revealled. Peace.

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2009-02-03T05:41:00.014+08:00

Revelation of 2009 New Year

Resolutions...

One. Have to complete and get driving license.

* Two. Live Healthily. Cut down on Coke and Fast Food.

* Three. Extend the caring, sharing and love with possible balance to my family and friends.

* Four. Cherish loves ones always and be trueful to all matters close to the heart.

Five. Learn a new sport - either ice skating or roller blade-ing.

Six. Fix the room, its time to give it a new spin.

* Seven. Reach Out like a Shining Star..shall never give up glowing brightly.

Eight. Make an overseas Trip and indulge for a week ~ maybe BANGKOK

Nine. Fulfill a dream (secret)

Last Updated 27. 03.09

QUoTes Of De-DaY

2008-11-12T03:14:00.002+08:00

Strategy for Daily Living
Discover your hidden talents.
Overcome feelings of inadequacy
Learn to focus on your strengths
Bypass negative thoughts and concentrate your goals
Discover small changes that will help you function better
Look at failures as challenges instead of disasters.
Gain respect by following a unique 20-day plan
Deal with your bad habits
Reduce pressure to confirm with five easy rules
Learn how, and when, to say ‘no’.
Turn your dreams into practical goals
Improve your relationships
Learn how to establish priorities and plan your tim
- Ari Kiev, M. D.

beauty of black & white contrast

2008-09-21T02:23:00.010+08:00

beautiFUL stORY

2008-08-13T00:43:00.020+08:00

Childhood story..since young i was told by my parents and nanny that I have been always watching the television. And whenever the channels was on fashion..my face will be delighted and I will start to do cat walks on my own..trying to mimic the models on the runway. I began understand the power of dresing up since a tender age. Naturally, once I reach maturity..strength and initution began to build up and they demostrate to me best when I try to get connect to them. Other then things that are beautiful, there is always much more to them hidden in the picture and behind the scene. Even with knowledge and power which empowers most people, beauty still remains at large on the eyes of the beholder.

nICE sOnG&MTV BY LeOnA Lewis

2008-02-08T03:48:00.000+08:00

Closed off from love

I didn't need the pain

Once or twice was enough

And it was all in vain

Time starts to pass

Before you know it you're frozen

But something happened

For the very first time with you

My heart melts into the ground

Found something true

And everyone's looking round

Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say

I'm in love with you

They try to pull me away

But they don't know the truth

My heart's crippled by the vein

That I keep on closing

You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

I keep bleeding

I keep, keep bleeding love

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear

But they talk so loud

Their piercing sounds fill my ears

Try to fill me with doubt

Yet I know that the goal

Is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater

Than the rush that comes with your embrace

And in this world of loneliness

I see your face

Yet everyone around me

Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say

I'm in love with you

They try to pull me away

But they don't know the truth

My heart's crippled by the vein That I keep on closing

You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

I keep bleeding

I keep, keep bleeding love

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open

And it's draining all of me

Oh they find it hard to believe

I'll be wearing these scars

For everyone to see

I don't care what they say

I'm in love with you

They try to pull me away

But they don't know the truth

My heart's crippled by the vein

That I keep on closing

You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

I keep bleeding

I keep, keep bleeding love

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

I keep bleeding

I keep, keep bleeding love

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open and

I Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love
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-0-0-0-0-0-Tiramisu' -0-0-0-0-0

2008-01-20T03:06:00.000+08:00

One of the most recongized dessert of all times, "al cucchiao" literally means "on the spoon" by Italian.

Made of biscuits dipped in coffee and mascarphonr cream. Tiramisu' was originate from Treviso at a resturant named "Le Beccherie" by the confectioner Roberto Linguanotto, Loli in short. The cake has been describe with delicate and intense taste. Based on the orginal recipe the dessert was made without liquor as it aims to be given to children and elderly. On hear say, we know that the dessert was first created in Northen Italy during the First World War. Woman made such dessert for thier men to take them as they were being sent off to war. It has been suggested that theses woman believed that the high caffeine and engery content of these desserts would give thier men more energy to fight and help to bring them home safely.

Interesing, yummy DESSERT!!!

HaPPy NeW YEAR 2008

2007-12-31T01:29:00.000+08:00

Super duper CO.OL 2008 NewYear Resolutions ...

One. Complete my degree in Psychology.

Two. Extend the caring, sharing and love with possible balance to my family and friends.

Three. Cherish loves ones always and be trueful to all matters close to the heart.

Four. Live Healthily. Cut down on Coke and Fast Food.

Five. Dance in the Rain once again.

Six. Secret. Once it has been successful...you guys will come to know.

Seven. Reach Out like a Shining Star..shall never give up glowing brightly.

Eight. Make a overseas Trip and indulge for a week.

Wishing all my family and friends have a wonderful new year and a great time counting down for it..

:>:>:>:>:>Cheers!>:>:>:>:>:

fAirY Tales``

2007-12-13T01:37:00.000+08:00

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Season Greetings!

NiGht WatCH & DaY wATCh

2007-10-13T01:22:00.000+08:00

The battle of all good and eviL has been going for decades. Seems like although the evil lurks around the corner waiting for chances to make a come back the good always won ultimate victory one simple reason being at the end of the day what are you fighting for?..Isn't the peace and the happiness of your love ones holds priorty and the blessing of able to survive to be with them. Sincerely believe that everyone deserves a second chance and to be able to reach enlightenment in modern days is the ability to forgive, not only to your loves ones but at times you must learn to forgive even your enermies. At the end of the day, is the choice that you have make, the consequences that you have faced, the lessons that you have learnt and the courage and experience that carries hope in looking forward into your future. Everything happen for a reason and one should believe destiny lies in your own hands and you have the power to make the best out of it. The source of good and evil can never escape one word : Love. You may search across the world for the ans to the qns on what is love?, only to find that people either live or die with it.

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Its back to scho,OLInG

2007-08-12T15:22:00.000+08:00

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One can never be too old to go back to school. Smiles. Feels great, like a student once again. Busying preparing the studying materials, worrying about weather or not to buy the textbooks, getting to know new classmates, hanging around the library and cafes to do school work and research. Hee..all that with things in life still set forward in motion. Glad that I had make this choice of going back to pursuit studying. Hopefully being one step closer to my dreams, I know I can do this, I have to, as always the vision of my friends and family being happy in thier lifes and being part of it just makes me feel just as good, enough to keep me content, the fuel to light up my life ever so brightly. Recently I read an amazing story book that I wish to share, Hot chocolate for the lover's soul is the book title. It has 101 true stories of soul mates on how they met, things that happen before and after thier encounters. The author Arielle ford shows us remarkable stories that will change your beliefs, stretch your mind, open your hearth, and expand your consciousness. A book that I would recommend to all people out there that are waiting for your soul mates. You should know it is true even it seems like a rare phenomenon. That in this world there is just another person waiting up for you, to accelerate your evolution on the cosmic and magical journey.

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(.(< Museum TRIP.)>)

2007-06-02T02:04:00.001+08:00

Check out the Singapore National Museum if you have the time. It is one beautiful building well preserved since 14 century to the present state. Espeacially after itz new face lift..the museum is a great place to take nice pictures and the interior looks just as good from the outside. I had the experience seeing couples taking wedding photos using the museum wonderful ambience and exploring itz enchantered corners to capture thier must memorable moment. My good friends and I were viewing the recent furniture design showcase and we though in overall was not bad.. the designers were pretty creative with the theme GREEN and our favourite pieces coded in our own words were the RAINBOW, CeLL and Swing pieces.

We had also check out the Singapore Living Galleries which consist of (1) Fashion (2) Food (3) Film and Chinese Opera (4) Photography. The fashion section display great textures of fabrics from 1950s to 1970s and early fashion influences from media , the diversity of different culture and retropective. The Food section is quite alrite but do not step in if you are really hungry. It is a display of spices used on the food then and how the stall and hawer go about selling thier food in the past. The local delight dishes ranging from Hainanese Chinese Rice, Malay -Satay, India- Roti prata and some of the favourite all time snack like tu-tu kueh. Oooo..my FAV section is FILM n CHinese Opera..it shows the popular entertainment like the whole setup stage for live purpets shows..the full glory of costume wear during chinese opera including the head dress and weapons. You can even get to watch the rare early films shown on big screen which is quite funny and visually entertaining. Last but not least we have the Photography section which show pictures of personal memories of indivdual in thier own turn points in life like being single..married..having a family...in a organisation or group. It in turn reflects the different centuries of Singapore social history. At this pont in time the museum closes for the day and we left the place with a tint cultural immerse feeling. Knowin that we can always visit the place again with fresh ideas in the future. The National Museum visit open our eyes to greater things..seeing that the art and culture of Singapore does have infinity protentials.

Through Glass

2007-05-29T02:11:00.000+08:00

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has past
Oh, God it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you
That forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

How do you feel?
That is the question
But I forget
You don't expect an easy answer

When something like a soul
Becomes initialized
And folded up like paper dolls and little notes
You can't expect the bitter folks
And while your outside looking in
Describing what you see
Remember what your staring at is me

Cause' I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has past
All I know is that it feels like forever
And no one ever tells you
That forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

How much is real
So much to question
An epidemic of the mannequins
Contaminating everything
And if that came from the heart
It never did, right from the start
Just listen to the noises(Now I'm more, instead of voices)
Before You tell yourself
It's just a different scene
Remember it's just different from what you've seen

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has past
Now all I know is that feels like forever
And no one ever tells you
That forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

Cause' I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has past
Now all I know is that it feels like forever
And no one ever tells you
That forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

And it's the stars... the stars... that shine for you
And it's the stars... the stars... that lie to you

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has past
Oh, God it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you
That forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

Cause' I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has past
All I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you
That forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

And it's the stars... the stars... that shine for you
And it's the stars... the stars... that lie to you
And it's the stars... the stars... that shine for you
And it's the stars... the stars... that lie to you

Oh, when the stars... Oh, when the stars... they lie

~Album Come What (Ever) May By Stone Sour~

)()(Back frm automatic doors)()(

2007-05-29T00:22:00.000+08:00

Dear all, feels great to be back at this blog.

It has been a while..smiles. Working hard to reach out towards my dream life..it is not a smooth ride but hey life itself is already one big roller coaster ride. Back from automatic doors..meant living again without going through the motions and finding the purpose of doing certain things everyday. I had a great break in Thailand. I was able to find my fighting fit spirit and light up again. If I am not studying or working ..one can find me travelling to at least two different countries in a year staring from year 2007. Shall prefer to hunt down asia countries and islands..Laos...Vietnam..Phillipines..Indonesia..Japan..Korea.

Moving forward to United States..and Europe..London..Paris..Greek..Rome..all to be complete in 10 years time. Somethings are best left buried..till the time was ripe. Maybe time isnt the factor..as love can across bounderies being timeslessly. Looking back ..there is no regrets, only thots of memories and smiles at the deep secret..it is not a burden at all to bear. It is a love that lasts for a lifetime.

Something to share..here are snapshots my favourite model Milla Jovovich. Especially her dress were designed by herself under summer series of Jovovich-Hawk. I love the dresses!

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.:.:.:Hoildays.:.:.:

2006-12-17T18:03:00.000+08:00

Xmas draws near again..u see gifts nicely wrapped, people rushing to get log cakes and beautiful decorations, friends meet for gift xchange..all the mood sets in. Some even better head for hoildays and celebrate it overseas for your ideal sunny or white xmas. Envy..them all. Coz im pretty much stuck in here, still have to work on actually xmas day. But nevertheless I feel happy for those really get to enjoy and have fun shopping, eating, catching up with friends and family, getting nice presents like wishes come true. To all my friends out there..Merry Xmas and a happy new year. Cheers to new beginings...Hopefully all the new year resolution were be better, greater and more achievable. PS: To the newly wedded couple, have a romantic honeymoon('',) (you should know who you are) .

OPenTheSouL

2006-10-13T02:27:00.000+08:00

Have you feel the normal state of your heart?. You imagine yourself in this imaginary place of paradise. Where you feel calm and peace deep from the soul. Its only you can hear your own breathing and heart beats. I have always been fascinated with the history of paintings, arts, gems and language origin. Learning the rich text is just like untold stories of mysteries. Would be great if I can retreat to a world beyond this boundary. After few encounters of close death, I realize the power of one true self facing the unlimited possibilities of the cause of action and consequences. Who is not afraid when you cannot foresee what is lying ahead of you? But then again why should one be afraid? Are you not the one ultimately given a choice to choose the pave you take? Please do not look for me if I would to vanish one day. Maybe is just a holiday, a retreat, a few century of trip. Or a journey to the other side of the Paradise. Hope one can look out for the red sky before the rain throughout the night and smile on the thots of knowing my existence.

dPast

2006-09-18T02:03:00.000+08:00

Well be it friendship, family, colleagues or in love. Relationship is an unexplainable and propelling source that makes us do things that we may or may not understand.
Lately have been hearing stories of people’s past, regretting what they have done and have not done in the past and what they should have done there and then. Money issues, Biz failed, illness, involved in complicated relationships that jeopardized their careers, colleague’s rivalry, lost in love and life. I guess all of us have to go thru these journeys as being part and parcels of life. Everyone deserved a second chance and there is no right or wrong answer to choices in life. So long you know what you are doing and with a clear conscious. Learnt your lessons, be optimistic, set goals to reach out to your dreams. Your future awaits you. Live up to your life. It maybe vulnerable but it is also the most precious gift given to us.

2006-09-05T06:47:00.000+08:00

Have you ever catch a Korean drama series or movies?. Well I think they are pretty cool and lately have been coming out many great productions. I am now catching up with their drama series from the recommend to self exploring on their popular films and series. Current viewing is fashion’70s and green rose. And ones that I have watched and HIGHLY recommend are series like GOONG, THE GIRL, KIM SAN SOON, FULL HOUSE etc. Contrary to what others deem, although most of the story lines revolve in love but they really make it touching and heart felt. Watched and learnt how the words that can use in the speeches. Incredibly it carries deep humble meanings in just one sentence. It gives you space to think about the situation and feel for the characters and captures you to follow right up to the end for the finale. Of coz we all are in for nice endings but occasional twist to the end of the story was always a surprise. Also keep a look out for these Korean actors and actress most of them are great in acting and have great personality. Hardly any grapevine of Korean stars on drug or cash cars as of I know. They are usually on news for records; relationships (either get hitch or breakups and weddings, premiers of movies or collaboration with overseas productions/artiste.
As for the Korean movies. Look out for the HOST!!! Coming up around 7 sept.
Feels like it is one monster movie from the Hollywood’s Evolution. Let’s keep out fingers cross.

BeginningsOf DL's Life

2006-08-30T03:32:00.000+08:00

Have you dreamed of being an editor of some great novels or even magazine? The power to reach out to hundreds or thousands of readers? It is simply amazing that you are able to bring those thoughts to them, let them pause to give it a thought or completely immersed into your stories. Although I can’t be one great editor in real life, I just as contented being able to write freely as and when I have the inspirations. Jotting them quickly in papers books or even at times types them into my hand phone! From now on I will put in more stories in this blog to keep it occupied. *grins

Lately it feels like having some quarter life crisis of going where and doing what next. Well I just have something to say, exploring the chances out there and finding what is the best job that suits me, has always been the reason I have put out for the last two years since graduation. Working experience is something to earn for and it takes time to gain. And most important to realize what you want to do in your life. Thus, I don’t felt that I have wasted the last two years. In the coming 2 years I will realize all my small goals and hopefully by the time I hit 26! can realize my big dreams of traveling to Hong Kong, Korea, Paris working and staying there being a museum curator or accessories merchant. It will be a rainbow of dreams comes true. If one day all this happens, I will treat everyone that drops by this blog and happen to read this a cup of cofy or tea. Juz write a comment and leave your contact. I will try to get back to you and if you happen to be not in the country I'm in then...I guess I would have to figure out something like a coupon or voucher for the starbucks cofy in your particular country. Wow. Talking about making the promise. So tune in for more juicy details.
Well I guess still two years from now...

Dreamy bedroom

2006-04-13T02:54:00.000+08:00

MORNING is the best thing happen in life.. it offers new beginnings with light, warm and hope. Shining beautifully...the air smells refreshing..Lifting up your spirits ...Everything is possible.

+++ FActORfictiON III +++

2006-04-11T02:25:00.000+08:00

Luka stood still and was astonished on the sight of a fairy…She must be… She was shining in a dark purple dress with a pair of glittering black wings. “Come here quickly, you are in great danger” said the fairy. “Don’t be afraid” she smiled and began to show her the way out of the chapel. The fairy leads luka towards the misty forest as they pass by the trees which seems to have a life of it own as the branches grown out so long and huge like arms reaching out to grab someone on the run. Luka couldn’t think of anything else but continue to follow the fairy There were too many questions at this point to be answer, she just need to find the right time to ask the fairy. Suddenly she realized there was someone behind them and it has been following them all this while. Luka turn over her shoulder to see the shadows of a swarm of flying beast prowling and their eyes glow with hunger and hunt from a distance. Fear griped. Luka launched forward to keep up with the speed of the fairy. She can literally hear the breath of the beasts….coming nearer!!!

BedLam

2006-01-17T16:19:00.001+08:00

.....................................high - james blunt ...........................................

Beautiful dawn - lights up the shore for me.
There is nothing else in the world,
I'd rather wake up and see (with you).
Beautiful dawn - I'm just chasing time again.
Thought I would die lonely man, in endless night.
But now I'm high; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it's hard to beileve you remember me.

Beautiful dawn - melt with the stars again
Do you remember the day when my journey began?
Will you remember the end (of time)?
Beautiful dawn - You're just blowning my mind again.
Thought I was born to endless night, until you shine
High; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it's hard to beileve you remember me.

Will you be my shouder when I'm grey and older?
Promise me tomorrow starts with you.
Getting high; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it's hard to beileve you rememer me.

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FACToRFICtion<<>> part2

2005-11-26T12:50:00.000+08:00

lightness dawn upon the her as she realize she was floating off the ground..
Screams are heard..by the the ppl around her. death seems to be the onli word that
across my mind. The chapel creeps in with darkness and swarms of crows flew
above the sky. There..was someone lurking behind the cross. Could it be..? THe Eyes
The gal moved forward to check out on the shadow. But it dart across the candles
and disappear thru the steps.. Thru the corner of the her eyes she found a familar soul.
"LUKA!" Beams of lights surrounded the figure of a fairy..

)()()~Love Actually~()()(

2005-10-24T16:20:00.000+08:00

Well I have recently loss the love of life and thru this incident many friends have came forward to

express their love and concern which I reali appreaciate their gestures. Being thru much in life and relationships Itz onli clearer to me to know what have happen and what I should do. So no worries my dear frenz..there is always so much more in life that awaits us to explore and exprience. I have always believe in myself and each hard steps I came upon juz makes me a stronger person inside out. Learn to be loved and love with no regrets. Sometimes itz so hard to measure love ..the gives and takes..but whats tat to be measure about. Be true to yourself and be thankful that you still have them ard to love or hate. Cherish the ones rite in front your eyes and dnt take them for granted. Happiness of a love one is juz as good as yours for keeps.

Always Live Life to the fullest. Love you guys.

fairyInthot

2005-05-31T01:13:00.000+08:00

fairyInthot
Originally uploaded by freedomofbutterflydreams.

Summer is the season and all is bright and happy but why is this fairy feeling all alone. Longness for the one that she loves..

fairiesOfSecretGarden

2005-05-31T01:10:00.000+08:00

fairiesOfSecretGarden
Originally uploaded by freedomofbutterflydreams.

sha la la ..

FactOrFiction On stORyOfShaDoWs

2005-04-08T00:16:00.000+08:00

IN the castle of ruins in the D dimensions of Shadow sphere. Lives a gal who have live to see thru all the evils roaming around the land pEOPLE who betrays their families friends and conscious..for power,fame and money. Relationships are used like tools to manipulate the often fickle & weaker minds of beings. Bottom line will probably be what is gain from all these. A Endless Vicious Cycle of revenge and reaping what you sow. SMiling at the passing rain..the gal make her way down to the chapel and pray for forgiviness. IN a distance, screamings of a passerby on a found dead body travelled to the ears...the gal turn around and ran out. Following the voice to a opening ...from far what lay on the ground looks like a female body. Upon a closer look the figure feels so familiar..the clothings, hair..n the face..The gal have a queer feeling and try to feel for her heart which at this point of time seems to be missing beats..she began to realise that her foot is weightlessly on the air ..n the surroundings fades..

DreamsOfNeverEverLanD

2005-03-22T00:13:00.000+08:00

In the dreams ..im back from the shadows and decided to lead a more meaningful life...There is so
Many things to do..I wan to try Sky Diving..icE Skating..Going to Paris and Italy..Dancing in a Ballroom
With beautiful music...Having a small garden of Orchid..Rose..Lilies..Sunflowers..Tulies..Bird of Pharadise
..hm..fixing juicy drinks and cocktails for my love ones...n serve them together with home baked cakes & desert. Hmmm..so much more to mention. *thots of him..*feeling the gentle wind blowing around me..

Calm Soul

2004-11-26T00:42:00.000+08:00

20030520_kiki810602_003004
Originally uploaded by freedomofbutterflydreams.

Ideal Dream Place to be at right now.

Singing in the Nitez

2004-11-24T00:52:00.000+08:00

Always find myself loving the nite time..where
you get home after a long day. Have a warm nice bath and
start drying my long hair..lots to do at the same time..
like chatting over the phone, watching tv, catching up
with your loves ones, surfing the net, listening to great songs,
playing with my hamster(diaz)..pretty much juz relax..n wait
till you r reali tired ten fall asleep in a cosy bed. Of coz
there r times..i cant get to sleep so i would sing some songs or
humming the tune to tune myself into sleeping mode!. Smiles or
tink of some events happen during the day and try to recall
more of it. And the last resort will be to read a mag to get
my eyes tired and so I will rest my eyes and be asleep shortly.
Haha..wonder if other ppl are the same.ZZZzzzz

Wish to find out more bout life

2004-11-21T22:12:00.000+08:00

Many times it did cross my mind to get out of Singapore and explore this world.
Be it back packing Alone(erm tat ll be the bravest decision-haha..) or with a group of friends. Even thot of going all the way out looking for jobs like flight stewardesses, applying jobs in big companies with overseas branch or even go oversea straight to work and study at the same time. But the Alas! the harsh reality will be money...$ to travel, logging, food, study erm pretty much everything. HIstory, cultures, arts have always rise huge interest in me and how i wish to be able to get in touch with this side of me. My Dreams ..will be living in a beautiful house by the sea with a garden full of lovely flowers with the love of my life. Having a small car and two bicycle will be even better. Spending my days caring for family, flowers..n whipping up great dishes..possible setting up a online fashion boutique
which specialize in chic, classy and alternative sports wear!..Wow..haha yes keep dreaming ..Well of coz back here now..life goes on and im still working towards my dream every step is juz getting there closer..Smiles. Wish me luck.+p

FreedoOOm

2004-11-08T15:37:00.000+08:00

Freedom in the Mind & Soul

Rasmus-In the Shadows

2004-11-08T14:39:00.000+08:00

I love this song..it rocks!
At times it just feels this way..

No sleep
No sleep unit I'm done with the finding the answer
won't stop
won't Stop be I find the cure for this cancer
And sometimes I feel like going down and so disconnected.
But somehow I know that I am haunted to be wanted

I've been watching, I've been waiting
In the shadows for my time
I've been searching, I've been living
For tomorrows all my life

They say that I must learn to kill be I can feel safe
But I, I'd rather kill myself then turn into their slave
And sometimes I feel that I should go and play with the thunder
Cause somehow I just don't wan stay and wait for a wonder

I've been watching, I've been waiting
In the shadows for my time
I've been searching, I've been living
For tomorrows all my life

Lately I've been walking, walking in circles
Watching, waiting for something
Feel me, touch me, heal me
Come take me higher

I've been watching, I've been waiting
In the shadows for my time
I've been searching, I've been living
For tomorrows all my life

I've been watching
I've been waiting
I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows

In the shadows
In the shadows
I've been waiting

Living in the shadows

Lots of catching up to do (^-^)

I am Looking Through The Glass..

RazORLIGHT - Wire to Wire ~ song of the moment..

1st Duo Camping Trip..

This Dream ~ I'm Loving it..(^.-)

Dido - White Flag - (Song of the moment)

Writings ~.~

QUoTes Of De-DaY

beauty of black & white contrast

beautiFUL stORY

nICE sOnG&MTV BY LeOnA Lewis

-0-0-0-0-0-Tiramisu' -0-0-0-0-0

HaPPy NeW YEAR 2008

fAirY Tales``

NiGht WatCH & DaY wATCh

Its back to scho,OLInG

(.(< Museum TRIP.)>)

Through Glass

)()(Back frm automatic doors)()(

.:.:.:Hoildays.:.:.:

OPenTheSouL

dPast

BeginningsOf DL's Life

Dreamy bedroom

+++ FActORfictiON III +++

BedLam

FACToRFICtion<<>> part2

*)(*)(*)~Love Actually~(*)(*)(*

fairyInthot

fairiesOfSecretGarden

FactOrFiction On stORyOfShaDoWs

DreamsOfNeverEverLanD

Calm Soul

Singing in the Nitez

Wish to find out more bout life

FreedoOOm

Rasmus-In the Shadows

)()()~Love Actually~()()(