Lots of catching up to do (^-^)

I just realized that its been quite a while since I update my blog! So high time to do it again!
Ahhhh..it use to be working full time and studying part time on week day nights. Followed by lectures and assignments on weekends. Finally graduated in end of 2009 and got my degree in psychology.

After which a full year of working hard on the new job @ Infineum. I was intially a little disappointed that the job that I got at Infineum is not related to my degree. But after a while, I just got over it
and move on. Its been a packed year on 2010 working in a new working environment. Had a couple of trainings and learnt many different master dad models in the company system.

Meanwhile, looking back on the things that has happened in 2010. Two of my dad siblings has passed on and they went to heavan. My Dad was in hospital for a while due to high blood pressure. It affects his vision and we have got quite a scare because of this. Dad recovered shortly but he needs to be mointored to ensure takes his medication for high blood pressure daily. There are still plenty of things to be done to take good care of him. As not only he is not in good health, his business also took a downturn. Being in the F&B line is really hard to keep up with the economic, politics, weather and many more things that can impact the business.

Last but not least, I am getting married! So happy (~.~) I will keep you guys posted with more juicy details..ciao

I am Looking Through The Glass..

Cliche as it might sound, but I always feel that I am special. Having the ability to put myself in people's shoes, always be there for them. Naturally, close friends are not too hard to come by and I am actually selective of them. For the rest, I was not afraid to make it clear to them that our friendship or rather relationship could only go so far, unlike what they think it could be. As much as possible, I like keep things simple and straight forward. No games. No confusion. Happiness is when my love ones were happy..trust me as much as when you want to keep things simple, others might disagreed and have doubts. But true happiness is when I tried to fight for my dreams within this boundaries, after all we only have once a lifetime chances. The reason why I kept moving house, why I cant leave everything behind and go overseas and to many others..people see it as last resort or no choices given, for me its simply so that my love ones will be happy. And I can be contented just knowing that. Happiness to me is always and has been bittersweet.

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RazORLIGHT - Wire to Wire ~ song of the moment..

What is love but a strangest of feelings?
A sin you swallow for the rest of your life
You've been looking for someone to believe in
To love you, until your eyes run dry

She lives by disillusion's glow
We go where the wild blood flows
On our bodies we share the same scar
Love me, wherever you are

How do you love with a fate full of rust?
How do you turn what was savage tame?
You've been looking for someone you can trust
To love you again and again

How do you love in a house without feelings?
How do you turn what was savage tame?
I've been looking for someone to believe in
To love me, again and again

She lives by disillusion's glow
We go where the wild blood flows
On our bodies we share the same scar

How do you love on a night without feelings?
She says "love, I hear sound, I see fury"
She says "love is not a hostile condition"
Love me, wherever you are

Love me, wherever you are
Love me, wherever you are
Wherever you are

1st Duo Camping Trip..

I went camping at east coast just the past weekends. Me and Winston had fun checking out the place in east coast beforehand by cycling around the area twice to note on the good spots for tents like which were least crowded, near cafes, other factors includes shades (plenty of trees around) and nice scenery. We also noticed popular camp areas are near toilets for obvious reasons. We came down straight from home and arrived east coast on a early sat morning. Our camp site is at carpark D somewhere in near a pond. It is about 5-10 mins walk to the food centre. 

First, we set up the 4 -men tent and get ourselves settled down with our belongings.  And went cycling for a good hour nearing noon time. We enjoyed the cycling pretty much until...the aftermath..we realized that we didnt covered ourselves with any sun block or tanning lotion. Thus, you can imagine...we were as red as lobsters!!. Lunch menu is duck rice and duck porridage from 'choy lee' a famous stall in the food centre. Food is YUMMY ..Good. 

Second, we head back to our camp site to rest after lunch. And activities before next meal time were reading magazines and napping. Unfortunately, we got caught in rain which went from drizzling to heavy down pour and we thought it will be a great time to give the newly bought 4-men a  real life stress test. To our disappointment, the tent does leaks from the sides and the top due to bad treading and lining gaps. Hence to solve this problem, we had to head out in the rain in our rainbreaker to cover the top and side of the tent with black trash bags and tied them down to secure on the sides. A total of four of them were used to get the 'leakage' sealed.  Finally, we ended up had a good laugh about it and lay down inside the tent with rolling eyes.

Once the rain creases, we found ourselves heading down to the food centre for diner. Diner menu were satays and sting ray..all the sauces were delicious and again the food is YUMMY..Good. Drinks we had were refreshing  sugar cane. While we were having our diner, a busker who sings pretty good old songs of various dialects came in to the food centre and draws some small crowd. During the rest of the day, we spend time enjoying the sea breeze, get interested in the activties happening around us, reading, playing some round of black jacks and "tie di"(another poker card game) before hitting the sack. 

We packed up our belongings, kept the tent in place once we were awake on the next morning (sun) around 8am and started to make our way home. On our way back home, we stopped by macdonalds for breakfast. ;p Lastly, I feel this is a small time camping trip, pretty cosy and relaxing when you are close to the nature. Maybe the next time, I should try something like ice skating or roller blading .. (^.-) *winks.  

This Dream ~ I'm Loving it..(^.-)

 Having two kitten as my pets and get to play with them especially on lazy sundays.

Would love to own one like this and learn to play guitar.

My Dream Vacation Destination ~ Paris. 

Favourite magical animal ~ Unicorn.

Sharing a moment with my love one under the umbrella in the romantic ~ RAIN

Dido - White Flag - (Song of the moment)

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
I'll tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused but nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on....

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

~ No matter how hard this can be, I will never give up love and dreams easily ~

Writings ~.~

Yeah!! I am back from a retreat and feeling better than ever. People share with me that they hardly got any updates of my life bits in this blog and even if they read all of it, often they are still clueless as to what is going in my life. However, the irony was the blog named was suppose to mean - Dive Into Diana's Life. Well, I believe blog is an indivdual space where one can write, share every and anything in the world as one pleases. Thus, it should not be restricted only to what seemingly of one's daily life journals -job changes, going to new places, parties, hanging with who.

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I would prefer to make it more intricate and splash colors of indivdual expression - inner thoughts into this blog. This blog would be much of the raw, real, honest side of true me.

Life is short. Many people would to do as much things as possible in their lifetime so there

would be no regrets. At least, thats what they would like to think.

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On a final note, I wish to share with all that I am currently with someone special and we are so in love. Thats the secret of 2008 new year resolution no. six revealled. Peace.

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